Why

 
He asked me why.

Birds

 

The human is caged up; the birds fly free

Mixed feelings

 
It’s funny how I want to forget the best memories of my youth.

When I grow up

I want to be everything my mum failed to be.

21st February 2016 (Last Day of CNY)

I broke free.

Lashed Out.

I will forever remember

Those pair of cold blooded eyes.

Me

  Admist all

the tough cheerful front;
I realised

my confidence

& insecurities

Have reached

an all time Low

Am I heading back

into the deepest pits

Of that black hole

Disappointment

February 6th, 2016

Today I felt so hurt to the point of feeling so disgusted. I don’t know what I expected out of friendship, out of words that were said or out of what we have been through. During these 4 long months, I wanted to treasure the memories, be happy and move on but today all I had to conclude everything was this.

I regret expecting from you,

I regret doing anything for you,

I regret thinking of you,

I regret loving you,

I regret knowing you.

 

Blinded

 
It’s dark inside; it’s where my demons hide